Re-decorating and Planning

I drove to my parents' home yesterday to meet with the Verizon installers who are handling my DSL/fax/voice line installation...

The location from where I'll be working is a bit of a mess, and I'm trying to decide how to redecorate a single-floor dwelling on the second floor with only spiral staircase access - there's a balcony off the back, but I'd have to install stairs up to it, something I'm not necessarily capable of doing...

I can't really believe I'm leaving my city without any real destination in mind.

Confidence in self dwindling. Good thing I can still analyse, spin, and produce like nobody's business. Too bad I don't want to do it anywhere I've been offered a position.